Anxious

Well, today's the day. I have avoided the GI for approximately a year. Now I must go back.

Sometimes, I wonder what it would be like to be "normal." To not feel so sick and vulnerable all of the time. I am so hopeful that today's visit will at least give me more information about why I feel this way so often. A label would even be helpful as to describe what's wrong.

I just want to feel the way that a person my age should. What did I do to inherit all of the problems that I have?