Monday, March 14, 2011

Where does the weekend go?

Brandon and I dogsat Ron and Michele's dog this weekend.  I didn't want to take him back! 

AF arrived.  I think I'm ok.  I'm obviously upset that I wasn't pregnant, but am trying to be rational.  We weren't exactly trying this month.  I have made it a priority to schedule an appointment for the summer this week.  I think I can make it until June. 

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Almost the weekend

It's Thursday which means only one more day til Friday! =) I wish I had happy news to report, but I do not. I am most likely not pregnant. I'm so sad and angry that I can't stand it. I took a pregnancy test yesterday morning and it was negative. My temperature is still elevated, but should drop tomorrow when Aunt Flo arrives. (So much for a nice and pleasant weekend.)

I'm still exhausted. I only get peaceful sleep when popping a Tylenol PM. I have nothing else to talk about. Even though Brandon and I weren't trying to get pregnant this cycle, it still hurts. I'm going to schedule an appointment for June to see my GYN and maybe that will make me feel better. February flew by and I'm hoping these next few weeks will as well.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


Let me begin by saying that I LOVE Tuesdays. =)  I like having a day to myself.

I met Gina for lunch today.  It was nice to see her and it forced me to shower and put on real clothes.  I watched Food Network and thought of a few new recipes to try in the coming weeks or whenever I get a chance to cook dinner. 

I took a test and I'm not pregnant.  =(  I still may have a chance because it's early.  I'm trying to not be upset.  I think I'll call my GYN and schedule my yearly for June so we can discuss fertility meds.  This is my 8th month without any birth control and one would assume that something would have happened by now.  =/

I'm going to try to stay positive and look forward to getting my weight and eating habits under control.  God must not be ready for me to become a Mom just yet.  I know that He is certain of the right time and is just preparing me. 

Saturday, March 5, 2011


I'm terrible at blogging.  I didn't write at all for February.  =/

Today is Saturday and I have to work.  I hope that the day goes by quickly.  I'm so tired right now.  I slept in the guest room last night to try to get more rest.  I'm hoping that I'm so tired because I'm pregnant.  It's looking like I could be, but I can't take a test until next week.  I organized at work all day yesterday.  I either sleep, cook, or watch tv when I'm home right now to keep my mind occupied. 

I said that I wouldn't be upset if I'm not pregnant this time, but I will be.  We weren't actually trying this cycle, but we have a good chance.  My temps are high and rising and I have about 6 days until I expect my next cycle.  I'm abstaining from buying pregnancy tests so I don't test too soon.  (That's easier said than done.)

We're getting our new car today.  Brandon's so excited.  It's a 2004 Acura TL.  It's black with black leather interior.  It's fully loaded with low mileage.  We've already named it the Batmobile.  =)  I will post pictures later!!