Mother's Day is difficult for many women and men.Some have lost their mothers, and some have lost their children. I am positive that many women and men are hurting. I think it's important to recognize all of the people longing for lost loved ones today.
If my pregnancy had not ended so quickly, I would be about 30 weeks pregnant today. My little one would be able to hear my voice. Instead, I have a baby in Heaven. Our first Baby Sneakers is in the loving arms of Jesus. I truly believe that that life begins at conception. Just because we lost our pregnancy early, it doesn't mean that it hurts any less. I have made it my resolve to move forward and try and not dwell too much on it. Days arise where I feel saddened by losing that pregnancy, but I know that God had a greater plan.
|All that I have to remember you by. I've kept this put away for so long. It made me sad to see it. Maybe I should get rid of it, but I cannot. For now, I will continue to keep it tucked away as a memory.|
Today, I have to work, but we are headed to the beach as soon as I'm off. (I'm going to the beach with my dear husband, amazing brother-in-law, awesome sister-in-law, and miracle of a nephew). Thankfully, they invited us to go to the beach with them. Looking at the calendar, I had been afraid of Mother's Day. I didn't know how I would feel. I was afraid that I would be sad. Yes, I am sad, but I have hope. I couldn't be surrounded by better people that know how much days like these hurt.
I know that God has something greater in store for me. He does for you too. Happy Mother's Day to all of the angel Mommies and childless Mommies. Thinking of all who are missing their own mothers on this day.