Surgery

I went back to see the RE on Wednesday.  He feels positive that it's a septate uterus.  I am scheduled for surgery Thursday, June 30.  At the moment, I'm excited that it's so close!  We were afraid that it wouldn't be until July or later.  The recovery time isn't too long, so I'll hopefully have a medicated IUI cycle around August! 

Dr. Bates started me on BCP to keep my lining thin for the surgery.  Thus far I've had little or no side effects. My stomach is cramping this morning, but I'm not sure if it's nerves or the BCP.  It hit me this morning that I was supposed to have my IUI today.  I just feel that I was so close to being a mother and it was stolen from me.  I know the risks that were involved with conceiving with a septate uterus and it's better that I'm not pregnant right now.

Maybe work will be busy today so I don't have to think about "what might have been."  I'm asking God for patience and understanding today.