Impatiently waiting...

Finally it's Friday.  My car is already fixed.  Thankfully it only needed a new battery. 

Of the blogs I read, everyone is talking about IUIs and test results.  I feel left behind until September.  I took my last BCP on Tuesday and am still waiting on AF to arrive.  Being a planner, I enjoyed scheduling all of the DR appointments and knowing when things were going to happen.  Now I feel like I have no idea.  I can't remember how long it typically took AF to arrive after BCP.  I have no idea what type of cycle I will have next.  I don't even think I'll temp.  I mean, it doesn't matter if I know when I ovulate or not....CM will be noticeable anyway.

Yesterday at work we looked at different photographers' websites.  They were filled with maternity and newborn pictures.  I was so excited to think about what types of photos Brandon and I would want with out child.  I didn't get upset, but couldn't stop thinking about them as I went to sleep last night.  I can't wait until Brandon and I are pregnant.  Previously, it had seemed so close within reach and now it doesn't.  If I can just make it through these two months and get closer to September.  By the way, it's looking like September 8 will be my tentative surgery date.