Tuesday, February 21, 2012
I know that God has a plan. It may not make sense to me right now, but He has a plan. Recently I have felt at peace with Him and tried to understand that He works for the good of those who love him and have been called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28).
I cannot stand when people tell me that everything happens for a reason. I know this! Sometimes it is just hard to accept when going through something like this. Bad things happen to good people each day. God never promised us that this life would be easy. You can sit around and complain about it, or do something. I've chosen to share my journey to give others hope. I may have a baby in a year, 2 years, or longer than that. I may have a baby through IUI, IVF, naturally?, or through adoption, but I will have a baby some day. Only He knows.
I believe in Jesus Christ and know that he died for me to have eternal life. I believe that He knew I could one day triumph over Infertility and share my testimony with others. He chose me for this life, and even though it has been hard, I have grown to trust in Him fully. He is the potter, I am the clay.