Yesterday was blah. My head was pounding half of the day and I felt like I was in a fog. My chest started hurting and I felt like I did when they told me I needed another surgery. I wasn't even thinking about the week or anything. The pain just came on out of nowhere.
We kept Hayden for Liz last night. He's the perfect baby! He was so quiet!! He ate his dinner and played with all of our superhero toys. He pulled up on everything and even acted like he was going to walk. It was nice to get to play with him and get some snuggle time in.
Hayden reminded me of why we're doing all of this. =) Sometimes having a baby seems so far away. There is always some obstacle in the way; surgery, recovery, sperm, medicines, etc. We have been trying for about 1.5 years now. I cannot believe we've made it this far. I cannot believe we're still getting along (haha)! This whole process has been extremely stressful for us, but we've done the best we can. Infertility does NOT come with a handbook. =)
After two years of trying to conceive including: my husband's battle with Testicular Cancer, a Uterine Septum requiring two surgeries, Stage II Endometriosis, three HSGs, one SIS, one failed IUI cycle(Chemical Pregnancy), one IVF cycle cancelled by Ovarian Hyperstimulation Syndrome (OHSS), and one Frozen Embryo Transfer (FET) cycle- we triumphed over infertility and delivered our first child on May 21, 2013. We are currently expecting an unexpected miracle baby in May 2015.
Unfortunately it doesn't come with a handbook! :-( Thanks for your support on my blog xoxo
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