Thursday, September 6, 2012

Today's the Day

This is it!

I didn't think I would be able to go to sleep last night.  Brandon has slept on the couch the past two nights because his sinuses have been bothering him.  It was his decision, not mine-promise!  He's been terrified of me getting sick these past few days.  I did wake up an hour early this morning because I was so excited.  I'm sure I'll pay for that later today.

At church last night several people stayed around after bible study to pray over us.  Terry (our pastor) anointed our heads with oil as everyone gathered around, laying hands on us.  Surprisingly enough, I didn't cry, but felt peace.  That is something that I know many women are lacking on the eve of their transfers.  At this moment, I truly believe that this endeavor will provide us with a healthy pregnancy.  There's no room for any other negative thought.

If for some reason this transfer doesn't end with a pregnancy and take-home baby, I know that I will be upset.  Anyone would.  But I feel like God has given me a glimpse of the big picture.  I know that I am lucky to have found my purpose-my calling.  I wouldn't wish infertility on anyone, but it has brought me so much closer to God and my husband.  Also, I wouldn't be connecting with women throughout the world if I didn't have these struggles.  The Infertility, Pregnancy & Infant Loss, and Adoption community is an amazing network of women.  These ladies build each other up with support and love.  This day would be so much harder to face without them-knowing that they are cheering for me.

My emotions are all over the place.  For those of you who know me IRL, I saw that same Jiff commercial this morning and left the room (I was moved to tears last week)!  No tears earlier, but now I'm all weepy.  I have the good cries.  I have no idea why I even wore eye makeup because I'll have cried it all off by the end of the day.

Thank you for all of the support.  My phone has been going off like crazy all morning.  =)  Y'all are amazing and we couldn't do this without YOU!

14 comments:

  1. Good luck today! Thinking good thoughts for your transfer!!

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  2. Wishing you the very best and a million times of good luck today. I hope you're feeling well and the procedure goes off without a hitch. Can't wait to hear how you're doing!!

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  3. Bugga, Hubs and I prayed extra special prayers for y'all last night... And will continue to do so today!

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  4. Can't wait to see pics of your babies!

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  5. Happy day lady! This is so great, sun in shining in Chicago and I'm thinking great thoughts for you!

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  6. Here from Toni's blog. Wishing you a very smooth transfer and a fast 2ww with nothing but great news in the very near future!!

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  7. good luck on your transfer today!

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  8. Sending calm, peaceful and sticky baby thoughts your way!

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  9. YAY! I've been praying for you all day! I hope your embies are just beautiful and sticky!

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  10. I had goosebumps as I was reading your post today. Praying for you that your transfer went well this morning and that those embies are super sticky! How many did you transfer anyway? I don't recall reading that in your blog??

    I have such a good feeling!! xo

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  11. Yay! So excited for you and hoping it all went well! :)

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  12. Thinking of you today! Please keep us updated on how everything goes!

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